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13 DEC 2007 is the day i will never ever forget in my entire life.
Illusionized. Saturday, December 15, 2007;5:02 PM
Lots of planning and finally the day arrives... Liberty 2007. plannings started somewhat a month before the actual date. Initially i n MX decided on the program on the day we started planning. Then everything else was liasing with other committees such as entertainment... etc.. And for the design, i waste alot of msgs by informing program members to design then to stop designing, then start again, den stop again.. but luckily the design by MX's friend was v nice in the end. even the hotel manager praised that it was nice.:D
Back to the preparation part.. alot of conflicts really arised during the planning of the programs.. Some miscommunication s, things here and there... The usual things that always happens... but luckily we were still able to go on with the work..

Yesterday, was prom. we had to arrive at school by 230pm. Of cos, there were many last minute touch ups for us to do. First thing, need to get pencils for the voting of prom candidates(frm RNE stall). secondly, need to cut voting slip and count also. Third, photocopy the program sheets(which were actually rendered useless later that day..) The best thing was, nobody actually knew whether ms cheong was coming ornot, since she didnt reply the invitation. and it turned out that she was sick. Damn it. At first dr boon was supposed to make the opening speech, but then she was at taiwan with the basketballers, so she told me(i looked for her in her office quite long b4 the prom night) that ms cheong wld take over her job. So that was great, ms cheong was not there, then initially it was said tat mr chua was sick n no tchrs there to make the opening speech... absolutely great.. then there was the problem with the slideshow for the sec 4s bcos the laptop is with mr chua..great... so we took a step at a time and boarded the bus to four seasons hotel.. and wad a nice location it was at, (it was said somebody told the driver tat it was arnd bugis) the driver drove round and round bugis and plaza sing. for like 3 times before finally turning towards orchard(where the hotel was located). so we basically wasted arnd 20 mins turning round n round n round before reaching the hotel at arnd 4.40.. so aft bringing the things in and changing, it was like over 5pm alrdy.

Then the next great thing happened. our prog booklet was edited last min, and it did not tally with the entertainment company's copy (it was accurate till only 815pm)... so the remaining time was the discussion and liasing with the company's producer.. Many many things, from slideshow timings to prom candidate's performance etc.. It was alot of things jiu shi le. so right after confirming things with the company, there was abit time to rest, which after was all running around to inform committee ICs of the changes the company made and to make sure they KNEW what was happening, and not of me being( UNDULY WORRIED FOR NOTHING.....)
just in case some people wld always think things would be very smooth in a program... the truth is, there are ALOT of last minute changes here and there all the time..

So before entering the ballroom, everyone was taking photos n talking... the thing was eventually delayed by almost an hour due to insufficient setup time.. The dance by AHS SC was great and enjoyable, which after came the first course of the cold dish... since i managed to take a short look at the menu, the colddish consisted of abalone, lobster etc... and the nxt dish was supposedly sharks fin? yum... $90++ for such high class environment and food.. once in a lifetime chance, why not?

from here onwards, there were many things to do... sending in of the sec 2s to select the bess dressed etc... then halfway gotta keep going to the producer to confirm things here n there, and for changes here n there such as the prize presenters....den the preparation of the slide shows... many many things.... But eventually everything turned out successful. of cos, thanks to everyone who helped out with the prom night... After everything was the opening of dance floor... somewhat like disco. everyone was dancing their heads off.. but i abit stiff... donno how to dance much..maybe need experience? who noes.. perhaps nxt time wld be much funner...

Things always don't go as planned, and situations are not always as good as they can be, but as long as we put in an EFFORT to improve, what's impossible?



Illusionized. Wednesday, November 28, 2007;3:02 PM
its such a common thing. it occurs like almost every week. a meeting. the point's not about the meeting, but the people. The punctuality of people. Some stupid meetings always procrastinate everything. the drag pulls to a length of an hour. its like damn bloody unfair to people who are punctual or even earlier, to wait to lengths of over an hour. Worse still, to think that there's nothing wrong with it at all..

As if you could be late for a war...

As if you could be late for an emergency blood transfusion if u were a doctor...

As if you could go to your office late everyday without being scolded by ur boss...

As if you can enter school at 8am without getting scolded by D.M...

But why can't people just not be late ALL THE TIME?
its like, better be late than never, ok, but not ALL the time wad.

Without the urgency of being punctual for the most minor things, i can explicitly say that the person has no discipline. Who cares whether your bus got into an accident or your lift was a minute slower? can't people just adjust their so called- 'tight schedule' to leave their house which seems millions of light years away from their meeting destinations?

The worse part is when u make a friend, or worse still, someone you're not close with wait for 30mins for you to arrive? unless one is a president--president's shouldn't even be late.. one should never make people wait like as if they person waiting owes you something..

I really think the persisting problem is the worse in some organisations if there's no method to improve tat kind of situation. At least, i would expect myself to be punctual for everything, its the basic respect shown to the person or event.

The thing is i just cant understanding why people are unwilling to just discipline themselves to be punctual in any big or small situation? This could perhaps win the respect of people around one.. who knows.

(i despise people, who has no sense of punctuality and responsibility, i will remain that stand, even if nobody agrees.)
Illusionized. Saturday, July 14, 2007;8:15 PM
Got some things i want to say, but donno say to who... but maybe to this computer in front of me, and perhaps, its keyboard..

Blogging makes me think tat i'm talking to myself... its a weird feeling... in reality, i think, from, no, it is tat, everybody talks to himself or herself..

I just feel..i see my classmates and others crossing fire most of the time after school den always hav games to talk about... but sadly, few of dem go to the arcade... or i will shurely hav more things to talk to them abt.. maybe its just between a) me joining them and hanging around b) take things naturally as they are...

I just feel that my way of so called recreation seems to be world aparts from my classmates, especially the part of playing lan... surprisingly, i, unlike so many other people, dun really have time to cross fires or play com--tentatively my graphic card cant support much games and my ram is only 256... However...i just prefer to just go for a meal with some of my frenz or just hav a game of basketball, watch movie, cycle or just sit down and have a chat, mayb going arcade sometimes...Maybe those tat i go out with are tentatively always the same people... but i think.. its good enough. Perhaps its better than having so big a grp of friends who might pokback you anytime? i donno... but mine's certainly not this case..
Perhaps people may perceive me as weird or donno wad.. but i just choose to do things the more realistic way... tatz y maybe i expect alot frm my grp if i work in one..

Recently i'm on a MOE project, to prepare for a charity bazaar.. Most people i doing with are the chi scholars and another local, ben tan.. but what i learnt abt them perhaps is the way they do things are reaslistic, meaning, not fooling around, but responsibly and properly... but also noe how to joke arnd... maybe i prefer this.
So as such, we doing ice blended ribena! yeah... and its NOT smooth sailing at all... the blender cock up siah.. the stupid ice at the bottom get blend till sui sui... but the top still a completely untouched ice-cube... imagine taking 7 mins to blend a drink... the customers will die of boredom... or perhaps compliment me for my efficient service and maybe do me a favour by buying over my whole stall... or perhaps just donate for charity... den i can sit aside and slack...

LIke tatz gonna happen...

So its just gd luck to us and hope we can come up with something presentable... maybe we'll consider making more jellies to sell at one for $50... good money eh..
Illusionized. Saturday, July 07, 2007;8:14 PM
Its been soo long since i last updated, this miserable-blog-which-no-one-tags-at..

ok, in idioms, it always goes such that 'you will reap what you sow', all 'there's a will, there's a way'... but in reality, as everyone knows, its not as it is... you can study like mad and get lousy results.... blah..
So what? B4 for combined humans when i studied v hard for it? i would be depressed? sad? No... heck cares. Lousy then lousy lar. next time pia harder lor... at least that's what i can do.. Junle asked me why i got so many white hair today... and its like, " don't study too hard." Ok, maybe its gotta do with studies, but mostly i guess its generic.. someday i wld become a white haired teenager....lol
Exams end, results arrive, then many activities... ushering, camp planning, class career fair... all at once. its so hectic... No time to play basketball with some friends. How i wish there was no holi homework, and more time to clear up all the things left hanging, which includes class tee, class cleanliness duties and mani mani more..
I really donno... i think our class welfare ICs are shy shy people who v modest... keep tell each other to do de... Ok, frm my experience, this happens in almost every class. and its 100% impossible to get everyone to work well together.. But dun do till everything cant do mah. I really feel like, tat the class com is as if for display one... everything last min nobody solve den falls into my hands(maybe i reached out for it, but i cant leave it to die n rot ?).. Hopefully more people can stand up and take the challenge, then if like that i blieve tat more people will help each other work together.... Its like always the case, nobody do everyone dun do. One person do, another follow, den another 2 follow.... den all follow in the end...

N recently, the trip to Malaysia was intended for bonding, and as well as education.. but wad we learnt are everyday applications... ( fruits dun put in fridge.... enzymes will deactivate) And whatz the funniest, i went to Desaru before, ate at a restaurant there, and went to the fruit farm.. and this time, we went to exactly the SAME restaurant and fruit farm.... the previous time i went there, i had set my eyes on these really BIG mangoes which were green in colour (ripe ones) and very sweet... to give an approx idea, it is 1kg(each mango). So since previously i didnt buy, this time i die also wun let it run away... so i got away with 3kg worth of mangoes and some water apples (jumboo?) n some tidbits of course... (to give away; everything i buy, abt 80% is give away one)... and its like, i'm the only one with two ENORMOUS white plastic bags in the whole sec 3 lvl? n its really damn heavy lor, carry till muscle ache... But since can get these special mangoes, its worth it bah. 50 ringgit for my two big plastic bags... arnd sing $25?

''NEVER HAD A DREAM" is a nice song...
Illusionized. Thursday, May 24, 2007;7:02 PM
Today is SATURDAY! all the stupid tests finish already. and more to come up next few weeks, especially MYE.. today met eunice n ly at BK, we meet is 10.30, but i noe that nvr once they will reach on the dot... so i drag drag drag drag drag... in teh end arrived at 11. n lol, eunice still not yet come... anyway xi guan le, so i dun mind waiting really...

At there, i took out the somewhat nvr ending homework called chemistry and biology, so do do do do do, solve solve solve solve solve, den by then already coming to one pm... time flies faster than the A380, oh ya, we were supposed to wait for robert for lunch, n i told him to call me when he reaching tanah merah, den suddenly he call say tat dun wan come liao cos tired...diao.. eunice was like 'persuade him lar, how can u just say ok??' so i called again, den in the end he say he want go home eat, cos tired... so i n eunice were there thinking wad to do.. so we tried to call up others but noone's available.. den she called and asked again, den leepei kennah song yong to say no.. den suddenly he call n say he coming...haha... sui bian lar, almost got playout by him.. so come le jiu suan le lor.

den i say go banquet eat, so we walkw alk walk, den find a place, filled with used cutlery, den after the cleaner going to finish clearing the table, we decided to go pastamania..
the menu got one say pasta with the clamps and 'hum' (seafood one) wah, see le wan cry man... look so delicious... but in the end i settled for carabona(chef's recommendation) and a combo set 2- tomato soup and coke.
N its really very very very filling lor, at first drink the soup(anyway i was very hungry), den the pasta come... so i see teh table got pepper i add, got chilli i also add, then cheese i also add... everythign i add lar, den eat tat time is heavenly de lor.. the cream and the spaghetti xiang fu xiang cheng ah... make ppl chui xian san chi... n somemore its v filling... next time got time will go try the seafood one.. hahaha

AFter that we went toys r'us. And ly was searching for a blue monster... but my recommendation is a purple monster, lee said:so expensive, $40 leh. leeying said:i dun wan barney... talkin bout monsters of differnet colours, and eunice picked up a somewhat 'real life' bunny, snowy white... it looked very real.. and there's also that 'moveable cat' that eunice is so afraid of... haha ''the cat can move!''

So after all the walking about, lee say very tired, den ly need to meet other ppl, so we go home le...

I will protect you.
Illusionized. Saturday, April 21, 2007;6:11 PM
I hate those effed pangseh-ers... these are the people who i wil nvr trust anything with... to think that being good and kind by being loyal to them, in the end u still get pangsehed cos he want to go with his own group of friends... i look down on these people, and they will never be one of the close friends i have, NEVER...
Illusionized. Thursday, April 12, 2007;3:54 PM